And just like that, all progress I've made comes crashing down. I haven't slept. Last night I had the pleasure of reading the chat logs of him and the woman he cheated and committed adultery with during our separation in 2016. They were heart wrenching. I've been taking kratom like candy to keep me from sleeping because whenever I try, those words keep running through my mind and I get sick. He's been reaching out to the same girl our entire marriage. I confront him about it and he says "She's always had some kind of spell on me." Yeah, well I guess you got what you always wanted, huh? PS. I hope her husband gets out of jail and takes care of you for me.
His mom says he has to stay in the house so it looks like this hell is going to continue until I find a job and save enough to move out.
Some other info and realizations came about last night that I haven't really processed. I can't talk about those yet.
I'm taking everything to my lawyer tomorrow and asking what I can do.
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This is completely and utterly insane. I can't deny it anymore. I have tried so much over the past two weeks to talk my heart out of... -
Disclaimer: the him I'm referring to in this blog is not TJ. That's definitely over. Book closed and thrown across the room! ...
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