Weird

So it's really weird going from being married for 16 years and always having someone to talk to to suddenly...just...not. It's lonely and uncomfortable. I know I'll get used to it but it's definitely an adjustment. I've got my friends I can call or text but they all have their own lives too.

I met with my divorce attorney and looked at a house today. The house was cute but I think it's a little too small. I have no idea where I'd put my office/craft space and that is a must. I'm going to look at another one tomorrow morning that's four houses down from our old house. I'd be living the next street over from my sister, sister in law and baby niece, which is cool. Our relationship has slowly gotten better since Charlotte came into the world. Hopefully by removing the pain point in our relationship, we can start to heal.

Halloween was a non-event for me this year. He was on candy duty so I just stayed inside and did my own thing. We ended up having a very productive discussion and hashed out the majority of the issues for the kids and the divorce without yelling. That's a win! Overall, a good day. A million times better than yesterday.