Best Day Yet!

Today has been a great day! I feel more like myself than I have in years. I feel like a huge weight has been lifted and I'm free to be myself without fear of judgement. I woke up to my alarm, applied to about fifteen jobs, showered, got dressed and did my makeup and hair. I did laundry. I worked my business. I helped Addie study. I made dinner (okay, it was a frozen pizza, but still.) I talked to my friends.

I knew I needed to document my pulled togetherness to assure people that I really am okay. Better than okay. I took a few selfies and doubted myself that they weren't good enough. I posted them in a photoshop group to get some edits. I see a message request in messenger to see this message which made my day. I took his advice and used the unedited version. I'll have to thank him tomorrow.

I blocked the ex's number yesterday after more back and forth texts throwing barbs. I've had enough. I will not let him have that kind of control over me anymore. I guess he figured it out this morning and I'd be lying if I said I didn't get a huge smile and enjoyment out of that. Petty? Yes...but I don't care anymore. He made his bed, now he has to lie in it and deal with all the ramifications that come along with it.

Thank God for letting go!