This sums up where TJ and I are at. We keep trying to make it work and it just…doesn’t anymore. Not since my spiritual awakening, not since Anthony. Too much has changed, we’ve both changed so much that we just simply aren’t compatible anymore. We both came to this realization independently and then again together. It’s time to break this cycle, once and for all. I will always love him, we will always be best friends.
That means journeying out on my own again. That means I have to leave my dream home…again. Not pleased about that. I’m trying to talk him into letting me use the 1.5 acres on the other side of the pasture to put a trailer on for me to live in. I don’t want to separate the dogs. I don’t want to leave my little slice of country heaven. I also spoke with the guy who owns the land next to us to see if he’d lease the land to me. It already has septic so I’d need to install a well and get electrical out there. We shall see
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